Last day of class and I'm still alive! Music has really lifted me up today, not that I was ever down though. It's just keeping me in such a happy mood. I have one more week and then I'll be back home instead of off at college, so I keep feeling bittersweet. I've gotten so content and adjusted to the freedom I feel while I'm here. When I'm home I absolutely LOVE being surrounded by people I know. The readjustment just always catches me so off guard.
My apartment is so quiet right now. Which is quite a break from the norm here that's for sure.
So, I know I need to pack my bags and pack my things, but every time I do it feels distant and confusing. It's not that I'm ever forced to move, but the change in residence just always makes me feel like a nomad on this earth. God does have a plan and only allows things to happen for a reason, so I haven't been too stressed this time. I just can't help but think that He keeps shaping me for more. People ask what I see in my future, next year, past college, even planning their retirement funds before they have a job. I can honestly say not me. And it's not really the lack of planning on my part. I keep trying to plan out what I think God wants for me, and then He shows me something better than I can even picture. I can't see past this next year, but I've become at peace with that. All I envision are pictures that swirl around my head of different places and people all around the world.
The dream of being able to live by faith alone. In a land where people's support and prayer sustain me as God's instrument in motion.
أنا إسمي كيتلين
أنا باحب افريقيا
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